Its always easier to leave than be left.
There was once a time where if I had ended up being unwell or in a bad way, another human would have gone the lengths of the earth to be by my side, holding my hand and supporting me. Today hit home, as I sat in my cubicle, that I was very much on my own, alone and frightened; nobody there to stroke the back of my hand and run their fingers through my hair and tell me that I would be alright. That was pretty scary really :( sad that I once had that, and now its gone.
I know you won’t see this. But I’m sorry about Ellie. As much as we don’t get on, its not nice to see other humans suffer.
Hahahaha for someone who’s mid 20s, you act like you’re six. You’re all comfy in your new life and so now just shit on everyone else who clearly doesn’t matter to you anymore. You used to be one of my closest friends, and seeing you yesterday was so nice, its amazing seeing you so happy but Jesus, you know how to put people down. Just goes to show I’m no longer wanted or needed in your life. Another disposable human I see.
Damn it. Things could have been ok
look like I made the wrong decision